Thursday, November 26, 2009

hmm

Ok...well here comes the rest.
In thanking my friends I have realised that I don't need anyone but them.
Relationships? Why bother? They only make you rip your heart out and tell someone how you truely feel to make them feel happier about themselves.
Seeing other people cry, get hurt because of these relationships just shows how much they aren't worth trying. I have had experiences where I have had my heart broken....and have been the one to break the heart. This shows not only can you be the reciever of pain....but the giver as well.
You see, the friends are always there. The true friends that is. Whenever you feel down, whenever you think life is useless because the one you thought was your life isn't in it anymore, they are always there. They cry with you, they help you through it, they make you want to be happy when your not feeling so.
Love...what is love? webster defines love as "A strong positive emotion of regard and affection". Love isn't seen as that anymore...people just blurt the word out like it means nothing, and thats not how it should be. I once felt love, it was the greatest feeling I could ever experience. You get that warm feeling inside that makes you realise that you are truely happy. Not only did I experience that, I felt it slip away, and I know I won't feel like that for a long time.
I love my friends, they mean the world to me. And I know, the warm feeling inside me I get when I am with them, won't slip away.
Signed,
Eddy
My first blog. Never done this before but though I would give it a try.
My life isn't the best thing around atm but I am learning to live with the pain.
I sometimes cry myself to sleep at night thinking I need something more.
The friends mean EVERYTHING to me and I don't know what I could do without them.
I'm sitting on my bed atm at 1am like usual and wondering that I need to do something more.
Well until I think of something more, I am off.
signing off,
Eddy